I LOVE GIANCARLO.

LOL

 and i miss everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

me and GianCarlo are getting married in vegas,haha.

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wow.

i havent updated this thing in foreverrrrr..h

hows everyone been?

omg i miss KIMA and LEIGH ANN soooo badd!!!!

i hope everyones doin ok.......welll, i basically will never be falling in love AGAIN.

i got my heart broken last night...sfbydrbghfd...apparently the guy likes me, but likes this other gurl and he barely knows her, and he usually doesnt like anyone unless hes good friends with them..and get this-she uglyyyyyy...wtf?..whatevaaa.......ngbugdgnhtjf..... i told him i was sorry for people that kept coming to him and asking him.

He thinks im super hawt, super cool and likes me also, but isnt sure either...then, i went in bitch/sad mode, and said,"well then why dont you go to jymie!"...he was like...i think shes cool..and hot.....i wanted to yell at him sooo bad!! he barely knew jaymie! he said he only likes girls like that if he is good friends! like me! not her! ME DAMNT!!!! i wanted to ask him why and how could he say that bout her?? and then say that bout me...i looked down...and then he said,"omg, i thought you started to cry".

i turned around, then ran away AND cried.

i even told that nfudrnbrse guy that i blew other guys for him.

in which i actually did.

fuck it. i quit. noone ever liked me..i guess noone ever will...i cant take this shit anymore...maybe ill just hook up with people; something i said i would never nevr do....grdythyfgch

im hittin the hay.

TTYL lovelies.__

Currently Listening Menos el Oso By Minus the Bear see related

wow...its been a reallly crazy crazy past few weeks!....and not only that, i have to move AGAIN!!!...fuck me!!1...jeezzz...back to florida again..no fair...this sucks ALOT..im soo sick and tired of moving........i dont even wanna type anymore.....my feelings are sooo mixed up rigfht now.........damn...well, i dont wanna type anymore, so i will type more later if i feel like it...haha..

ta ta for now

Currently Playing Vulgar By Dir en Grey see related

ok, so i went to go see my friends bands play at alex's party on friday night..it was really fun during most of it..i did some hXc moshing and i got a bloody nose and bruise on my cheek..hollar...well, after that, all this shit started happening with people saying that they called them names and etc....it was horrible...not only that..i found out and caught some friends doing drugs and smoking who said and told me that they would never do it.....I was crying alot...ugh...well, i gotta study for finals which start tomorrow....shit fuck!...

ttyl lovely's..

Currently Playing Withering to Death By Dir En Grey see related

wow...i havent written in this thing for a while.....soo much has happened......joey stsying w/ a friend,guy friends acting like immature dumbasses(no offense to those who werent being like that), parents, school, etc.....i miss so many friends back in maryland...so many people want me to come back tooo!!!......i want to sooo bad....i think my father is mad with me, which is a bad thing, being that i dont live with him and he is the one who really takes care of me...oh boyy.......too much crap all at once...well, still single....WHATEVAAAAAA.......fuck guys........i guess ill just give up on that subject and stay lonely for a very long time.....i guess thats goood... i dont even believe in myself anymore...wel, i gotta go do other stuff, so peace out muthafuckers!

michella

Currently Playing Aha Shake Heartbreak By Kings of Leon see related